Ok, let's see..on Friday, i went out with my Elaine and David, i met them at around 11.15, but i was late because i accidentally stepped on mud! And obviously, my heels were filled with mud, needless to say, it was disgusting, and i just had to clean it off while standing at the corner of the street, haha. We met up and went to Cineleisure to catch a movie called '' A Night At The Museum'' . But before that, we went to take neoprints. I haven't been taking neoprints for a really long long long time!Lol. Back to the show, the show wasn't as nice as i thought it would be, but it was kind of funny, so i have no qualms about that ..i didn't know that David was sick, halfway through the movie, he just felt really cold..and went to sat at the corner seat in the cinema..i am so sorry David..i didn't know that you were not feeling well..sorry..you should have told us. :'( I had to go at 3pm as i was going to meet my cousins for Christmas shopping, so we all went our own ways. We met up and went to eat at Delifrance..i ate mango mousse for lunch, hahaha. Is that crazy? Well, i am not really hungry anyway, but the mango mousse was so sweet! Eeks. After that, we just shopped around Orchard areas and we headed off to our auntie's house at Thomson bla bla bla..it was already 7 plus when we finally reached their house. We had a fufiling dinner and we also had Tang Yuan ! I was so damn full!! Later on, we went home..that was about 11 plus i guess...so exhausted! Today, i woke up early and got ready to go to my cousin's house for a Christmas party, it was cool, there were a lot of delicious dishes prepared by their maid, it was yummy! I wonder if any other maid could prepare such lovely and wonderful dishes like her ;) At around 3 plus, i went back home..and my parents will be out later in the night.. :D bored..

http://www.raaacartoons.com/christmas/.html * An animated puppy video ( Christmas ) '' Look at my teeth! ''

Finally, i passed my N levels! Though it isn't that good, i am happy that i can be promoted to secondary 5 . Well, next year will be a hectic year for me as well as everyone out there, i just have to get through that year and TADA! School life has ended! Hahaha. I want to get into a good course in polytechnic and achieve what i want :) I can't imagine 4 years have passed so fast, with a blink of an eye, i am already secondary 4! Lolx. It is funny, i hope time could turn me back when i was a little girl, i still have that clear vision of me during my childhood times, it is still vivid in my mind, hahaha. It is December! And Christmas is nearing! Woohoo! Peeps out there! Are you excited ?! Because i am ! I am waiting for that special occasion to arrive, lol. School is reopening soon too, so i guess i have to start preparing everything first before it is too late :) Cool, i will be having parties this week and the next, going out with my friends, my family..and so on..cool isn't it? Hahaha. Now, let us just enjoy a lil' bit of this moment! LET'S START PARTYING!! Weee~~ ;) * Check this out! :) http://www.cuteducky.com/cute_animal_quiz.html find out which cute animal you are ! Hahaha!

Why are baby pictures so cute? Almost everyone loves and wants a cute baby poster to adorn their room. Well, there are different theories explaining the irresistible attraction to innocent, cute babies which motivates us to buy baby posters. One of reason it is said that we love babies is that Mother nature makes them that way to ensure the survival of the species. Most babies are born cute. Even animal babies like puppies or kittens are adorable !. Human babies need a longer time span to develop and be socialized and it is therefore important for them to be liked and adored by their parents or other adults around them. Being born cute works in their favor. Expectant mothers always long to have a cute baby picture adorning their bedroom. Some people believe that if an expectant mother looks cute baby posters while she is expecting, she would give birth to a cute baby. One the world's leading and famous photographer for baby pictures is Anne Geddes and her inspiring, artistic baby posters are available in almost every country. Photographing babies requires patience. Getting a baby model to smile for a photo shoot may be a Herculean task ! Phew !

Recently i've been thinking about what is missing in my life, but i just can't figure it out..maybe one day i will find out. But there is another thing i've been thinking about..the poor people living in rural areas in other countries, like some parts of Africa,China,Cambodia. These children living there have been suffering since they were young, well, most of them. I've also been watching documentaries about people contracting AIDS as well as other diseases, but i guess most of the AIDs patients come from those poor and undeveloped countries like Africa. Even some children had to sell themselves away(get into the prostitution line) in order to have a family income. Other then that, we should know that we are very fortunate to be able to live in such a wonderful and developed country, and also to be lucky that we eat good food every single day compared to the people there surviving on small amounts of food and having to worry about the future, what will they become of ? We should be lucky that we have an advance technology in our country. Some people just don't know how lucky they are, they just simply do the things that they want. For example, in terms of cash, most of the teenagers simply just see something they fancy and buy it without even hestitating and most of the time, this habit continues. I mean, you have to know what's right and what's wrong..don't do things that you yourself will regret. Well, when it comes to eating food, i know that most people don't like eating '' fatty'' stuffs. For me, yes, i did that, i don't really like eating certain food but then when i suddenly thought about the poor people especially children starving, i will gobble the food down. Personally, i feel that what ever we do, we should consider the fact that we are very lucky and just eat what ever we have, enjoy the things that were being granted to us. I may have argued with my parents when it comes to eating, they kept telling me about those unfortunates ..because i wan't into eating all sorts of food. But as i said, it is a different matter now, i try to eat what i am given. God has given us this chance of living, living with food mountained really high, haha. And living in a happy family, parents who care about us, who earns lots of money and give us what we wanted. I don't think all these could be fulfied for those living in poverty..just to say.. we are the lucky ones :) I think i am going to do some volunteering work too already, we should help them as much as we can. hmm..

JULY BABY ME . =) Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. gosh..everything in here is true haha.

I didn't do much today, just reading a National Geographic book and watching television. My mum then bought roti pratas and muttons for lunch lol. Well, it was tasty! But mutton is not really good ( i don't know why ) and roti pratas ain't good either, it is unhealthy. At least i don't eat unhealthy food all the time, only once in awhile. As usual, i went online and you know surf the internet =) During the night, i went out with my parents and we went to Genki Sushi at United Square . The food was delicious, especially the salmon fish! It was simply fabulous =D I think i was really hungry, because i also ordered a big bowl of thin handmade noodles! Hahaha. I ate like 8 salmon slices lolx. But it was just really nice and i was enjoying my dinner :D haha. In the end, i am like so full! Like duh, hahaha. Hm, lately, things happened. I realised that people do change over a period of time, it is up to them to do what they want to. I hope she knows what she is doing...i seriously don't know what happened to her..i mean it is like so impossible..suddenly, something came across her mind and then?? This happened..i don't know what she is doing! I was close with her once but now..it seems like our relationship have drifted apart...further and further...i will blog tomorrow..i don't think i have the mood to go on further..life is unpredictable...

Finally..i am back to blogging! I haven't been blogging for at least a month already i guess..anyway, i didn't do much today, i just stayed at home and watched some cartoons..school is starting soon..again..school life can be interesting..but well, for now..i will just stay awake..i was thinking if time could turn me back to my childhood times haha, but as you know, that is impossible.. Oh yes, i think i should write about the things that happened on Tuesday. On Tuesday, i went out with my bunch of friends, Eddie,Eric and Raj ..my good friend was supposed to come with us, but in the end she didn't as she had to accompany her aunty to choose a gown for her marrige. So yeah, we went to East Coast Park , reached there at about 3 plus i guess..then Eric and me rented a bike while Eddie and Raj roller-bladed..but in the end Raj cycled..and Eric roller-bladed..it was kind of funny though. While cycling, it suddenly drizzled so our 2 hours was up..the uncle who rented us the bikes were kind enough to give me and Eric two bottles of mineral water, haha. After cycling, we went to eat..actually we wanted to go bowling as well, but because i can't go home too late, we decided to bowl next time. So we took the train back home, but when i walked out of the train i realised that i've forgotten to take my wallet! Hahaha . All the while my wallet was with Eric..as i didn't bring any bag, i had to asked him to help me keep it..i called Eddie and they came back to Bishan mrt to return my stuffs and took another train back home, lolx . By the time i reached home, it is already 9.15 pm . That was how i spent my Tuesday! Haha :D *don't stop moving..life could be full of wonders....*

Steve Irwin, aka the Crocodile Hunter, has died in a marine accident while filming a documentary at Batt Reef, Low Isle off Port Douglas. The 44-year-old is believed to have been killed by a stingray barb that went through his chest. He is survived by his wife and two children. What a sad day indeed. Regardless of any controversial incidents, I believe the world has just lost a good man. I can’t remember what show this was, and of course it was to do with turtles, but he was on a beach and Terri Irwin was nearby. He was talking about some sort of law that said he couldn’t physically help the hatchlings. They focused on one little turt, trying to climb some rocks and going who knows where. He was getting quite worked up over the fact that he couldn’t help the little guy when they’re only so endangered because of us. It’s funny that I remember a nature documentary as one of the most touching things I’ve ever seen on a screen. A grown man so frustrated he was almost in tears because he wanted to help a 2-inch long hatchling but couldn’t. Known for his enthusiasm for wildlife and nature, he was a great educator and entertainer and did so much for the animals, conservation efforts, and for Australia..

Back to my blog again! =) The haze is getting worst i guess, it has been days and weeks since the haze started, all that happened in Indonesia and now, the air in Singapore have been polluted with bad air from Indonesia! Because of that, i had a sorethroat for several days, but, i will be okay soon, i guess. Yeahh, i woke up at about 9 am today as i have slept late last night, at about 12 plus ? LOL , that's rather late to me - had some stuffs to do anyway. After that, hm...i ate my breadfast and helped mom to hang the clothes! Hooray! hahaha, kind of exciting right? Yeah, and guess what ?? I made something really speacial today! HAHA! it's supposed to be '' Potato Beef Patties '' , instead , i made '' Potato Meat And Carrot Patties! '' LOL..hahaha. Why? because...my mum didn't have minced beef at home, so we used minced meat instead..haha =O . There's my special '' Potato Meat And Carrot Patties! '' .... " Give the humble bergedil a meaty bite by adding meat to the ingredients . " hahhaha! =D I was supposed to have 8 patties in my plate! But...i ate them all and only left with 2 ! LOL. Does it look nice? Well,that was my lunch for today, with an apple on my plate!Haha - an apple a day keeps the doctor away! This special dish that i cooked was delicious! Yummy! =) I just want to try something new, so i go for this, hehe. I wanted to try the patties with chilli or tomato sauce, but, i hadn't got any at home!Soo yeah, it is really interesting to cook and try out some dishes, especially when you are in the right mood to do so,lol. And furthermore, this is a simple dish that anyone of you could do!But i think mine looks ugly!hahaha,though, it can be improved further! This is my recipe : * 2 tbsps oil * 1 onion,peeled and chopped * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 200 g / 100 g minced meat / minced beef * 1 potato / 2, boiled, peeled and mashed ( use a potato masher, that'd be faster!) * 1/2 tsp salt * pepper ( not so much!) * 4 tbsps plain flour * 1 egg, beaten * 1 cup oil ( deep frying ) * Kaffir lime leaves and sprigs coriander should be added, it will taste nicer! When beef is added to it, it is simply fabulous! hahaha =D ( 2 lime leaves - sliced finely ) ( 2 sprigs coriander - chopped finely ) Yeap, i think for the rest of my day, i am going to continue to read the storybook that i borrowed -- The Crowing Mercy . ;) That's all for today! hehheh..chaos!

Finally got to blog once again. Damn, i feel so stressed up! I am afraid that i would fail my exams! Urgh. But,that was all over already, now what i need to do during this two months of holiday is to catch up with a lot of things. It isn't really a holiday yet, i still have to go back to school for the next two weeks to continue lessons as per normal! Yeah,that was sad news.Haha. But everything still has to go on :) . I was planning what to do during the November and December holidays, my plan was to work,haha.I know to some of you,that sounds cool.But , it isn't as cool as you think! Well,bascially,what i am planning to work as is something rather normal but quicky ;) . It is an administrative job, for that, i can gain some experience now rather then knowing nothing later on, right? The pay should be tempting,haha. But,what i wanted the most is to experience the working life and travelling on my own to work every morning. I guessed it is something like going to school every morning!But, i must try to avoid the peak hours, i think i can't.Haha. So yeah, i went to the library with my mum to borrow some storybooks to read too!The book that i am reading now is so interesting, i hope i can finish reading that particular book in 1 and a half weeks time!*NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!* Haha. I might travel sometime in early December, i guess. Just a plan! ;) Guess i am stopping here today, nothing much to write. lolx..

Okay,bored,i've completed my Social Studies exams today,but,i missed writing down certain infomation!I was going to write the word ''Singapore'' but time's up! Gawdy-hell! If i knew,i shouldn't have wrote down that last few sentences! I should have made up my mind for that whole essay and stopped writing! And, i wasn't expecting another topic which i thought that it wouldn't ''appear'' in the exam paper! I was like ''freaking'' out instead of feeling a sense of relaxation! I felt tense at that point of time,haha. It was really unexpected albeit one of the question was explainable.Haha. I really don't know what i have done today because the minute i got home i was hanging around with my computer and doing the same old things such as surfing the net and checking my mails in hotmail,lol,like duh. I haven't been doing much since then, surfing the net till now which i wasn't supposed to be doing AT ALL . But yet, i did it again and again. My mom's going to yell at me soon! Haha,it was a bad idea of hanging around with my computer. But, i was just merely seeing and doing the ''good stuffs''such as blogging,so it isn't really that bad after all.Haha. Yet again, i needed to fork out some time to have my assesments all done!So,yeah,a big headache.Haha. Okay, so which one is more excusable?Surfing the net for knowledgable things or or going to the bathroom to clear your bowels(don't forget to bring in my toiletries,haha) ? Well, i think the second option is better,for that, nobody is going to creep or take a peep in the bathroom!Haha!Why is that so?Because there is foul gas!DUH!Haha!And i'm going to take a deep breath in the bathroom and inhaling in all the foul gases,haha,at the same time,take a short break from my hectic studying schedules,haha. =D *

exams are nearing sOONN =()

Now i realized how long i haven't been updating my blog already,lol. Bon! voila! i'm here! Haha,exams are around the corner! Have you guys started your revision or midnight oil-ing? Lol,yeah,i've sort of started it already but yet i don't know what am i supposed to look out for!Is that an excuse of not being able to study anymore? Urgh,i don't know! Confusion rumbling through me now,hope i know what i'm really doing! I want to please someone* who's currently away from me,miles away from me,c'est because of him,i want to achieve something in my life,sans tout s'inquiète et tension,so it is like i have been telling myself to move on. But,what i'm doing now isn't totally meant for him* thou,obviously, it is also for the sake of myself, like duh. Haha. Hm, i gotta fight my way out and travel all the way-even miles apart. *C'est what i learnt from yeh that ge never forget, merci! s'il vous plait!Think that i can ! =D * quoi qu'il en soit, espoir de vous voir types bientôt et ensuite..! Au revoir!

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Yup , back to my blog again . Today was a really tired day for me , i woke up at 8 am as i've got tution at 10 am . I had to study a little thou , studying perks my day up i guess ! Haha . Ok , so everything turned out fine for the morning , i ate my lunch and rested for awhile and went back to studying till it was 3 plus that i went out for awhile to J8 to pass my friend the money for mos , so i met her and i went to buy my dinner and home i went . The day was hot ! i was like perspiring for the whole day ever since i got out of J8 ! arhh . Nothing much happened today , i went back home and bath then ate my dinner . Whoa ! i ate takopachi ! it was tasty , i guess , and i ate a Japanese set lunch too ! Eww..that one sucks i must say . Yeah , i just rested again for the day , watched television and did some english vocabularies . Hehe .. =D

filling day !

hey again..im kinda happy today!woke up early in the morning..then prepared to go to HOTEL RENDEVOUS ! hehe..went there to eat with my relatives..i think it's because my cousin's birthday is coming so we are celebrating for her..yup..actually..i went there a few times already..this should be the 4th time i went there!haha. =D okay , i was like damn full!!the food there is so tasty and..delicious!WOW!i'm like eating non-stop and tasting every different food!haha. I went back home ar about 3 plus .. phew!my stomach couldn't take in so much food..haha..rested for the day .. Yup.. =) life..my life..hehe..hope everything turns out to be fine ! AU REVOIR !

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I woke up early today at about 8.00 in the morning because i'm having tution later at 9 am .. well..i was like so so tired! Couldn't wake up that early , but my mum forced me to! So it was like i took some time to get myself prepared for the morning!hees..and yeah , my tutor revised the chapters that i've learnt today , it was great! I had a fun time trying to solve different sums!hehe.. After my tution , i continued doing my homework and stuffs , and ate my lunch after that .. nothing much either .. just sat back and relaxed .. watching some tv shows .. haha ..i was hoping that i could have a fun and happy day ahead of me , but i just felt kinda sad and moodless today , maybe i was thinking too much . Haha ..but i guess i should be fine an hour later or so . I gotta go for now! I need to refresh myself from having to think so much..haha..life's filled with so much complications.. =) Okie-dokey , smile forever ! My motto ! HAHA . (ja?)(nein?)

tired !

today..i was late for my art lessons ! arhh ! i overslept,and that was really bad..i didn't overslept before in my whole life!this is the first time ! =( yeah..sad situation..and i waited for ages for the bus to come..it was so damn long man ! god..haha..i bet the bus-driver didn't wake up from his sleep!bleah~~ anyway,i went home at about 4 plus because i'm having a tution later on at 5.30 pm ..freakingly tired but ..i guess that's just it.. =D then i ate my dinner at 6 plus ? yup.. that's all for today..just hope that i'll quickly finish my artwork..and hope time flies..! hahaha.* seeyer all soon .. CHEERS !

g0shh..

well..well..it's been a long time since i've updated my blog ! hahas .. now , it 's the june holidays , finally , i can get to update my blog slowly .. =D erm..it's the june holidays now , so it's like im getting borier each day .. hahas..but well,sometimes i did go out with my peeps and ..not to forget ..STUDY !=) N levels is coming soon ..i really have to pass if not i'd totally DIE ..there are certain days that im tired too..haha..but well..this is just what i've gotta do ! =D Now , im learning to lead a new life ..for the sake of myself ..just hope that my life won't be like the past anymore .. thinking about the past days..it just hurts me alot ..everything WAS JUST A LIE ! A LIE..sigh..i . .i just hate liars .. liars .. u lied . GOSH .. Anyway, now it's a new beginning for me .. to start anew without him.. =D i suppose i can do that .. haha .. CHEERS EVERYONE ! bleah~*

if i had my life to live overr~

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life. I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime. Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle. When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, "Later. Now go get washed up for dinner." There would have been more "I love you's." More "I'm sorry's." But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute, look at it and really see it , live it and never give it back.

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thinking about almost everything . * im getting stresser and stresser each and everyday ! LOL .. well .. went to school today for normal lessons , guess what ? my english teacher didn't teach us today !haha ..i like that =) she was like preparing to go to her badminton tournament ..yea..so..we had to wrap a green cloth around the window to just make sure that the 'staffs' know that we'r having our self-supervised peiod..hahas..was okay then ..just talked with my friends ..hehe..then ,it was art class ..great ! art..art..art.. =) feeling a little stressed up because i have to draw and think of so many things for my art coursework!hahas..but,luckily,i managed to get through this second round of so called 'good work' .. and i was told by my arty teacher that i'll just have to a little more research then i can start planning on how to paint..yupps ..that's great isn't it ? by then i can just have a little'but of relaxation..hehheh.. Went home as per normal,ate my lunch and yea..i started working on my stuffs then came the history group project..HAH! boring! but i gotta finish it by tomorrow if not i'll get a big fat zero !

crazy days ahead `..

heyas peeps!i've like just created a blog for myself since most of ya have blogs =) ..well..this few days i've got like a bad intuition that something might happen cuz my eyes kept blinking (which is the right eye ) and i've heard that if your right eye kept on blinking for so specific reason , that means something bad will happen . But,i don't know ,currently nothing has happened,i hope that it will stay the same,hahas..i don't really believe in all these things which is ''superstitous'',yea. Well,im like currently settling my house matters and not to mention,my 'art coursework' which is quite a pain in the neck , but , no matter what , i'll try my best and put in lots of effort in doing my exam coursework . You know , it's like now i'm struggling to do certain things and it really makes my brain go wild ! Can't help it thou , 'ginseng' will keep me awake..hahas..gotta go nows . see you peepx!=)